Sounds absurd, but the fact is like those who are afraid of failure, plenty are afraid of success and constantly make up excuses for not chasing their dreams are obviously need to focus on personal development.
Many of us have grandparents that lived during the great depression, an era of American history that rooted an entire generation in a scarcity mindset. These great depression era Americans passed onto their children these ideas about money who passed them down to their children.
While the conscious, intellectual level of your mind knows you have done everything to be successful, the subconscious, preconditioned level of your mind has been preconditioned, likely since your childhood with “money doesn’t grow on trees”, “a penny saved is a penny earned”, “money is the root of all evil” ( which is NOT anywhere in the Bible, by the way, you’ve been lied too).
You need to understand the beliefs that you hold and work to change those beliefs you have in your subconscious mind.
Yes with success will come changes, you must be honest with yourself about that, but avoiding the outcome will only hurt you in the end, it important to find your true fears and work toward stamping out your fears.
Focus on the “why”, and keep in mind that sometimes the changes you make in the pursuit of your dreams will bring you happiness beyond imagination.
David Rockefeller said,” success in business requires training and discipline and hard work. But if you’re not frightened by these things, the opportunities are just as great today as they ever were.” I believe that still holds true.
For many years, as part of my personal development, I have been buying books and tapes/cds for inspiration and motivation, now I have an App for that and you can too.